The last week and a half i havent been my usual self. Today though I feel alot more like I want to feel!! Spent alot more time with the kiddos today I am sure they were happy about that.
I wish i could stay outta these downfalls that I have. They aren't fun and its a waste of life and no matter how much I tell myself that I am just wasting my time being depressed and upset about stupid stuff. I still feel that way. this month we did MUCH better money wise.. that made me happy, but I gotta make sure we make it the rest of the month not always easy. I am getting very upset lately just because I cant buy my boys new toys..or new beds like they need. I want them to have so much stuff that they have wanted but I haven't been able to provide them for so long. I just keep telling myself that we have to struggle a bit then once we are set we will be able to buy them things.
I read my moms blog today and her blogs always seem to having meaning and purpose and something to think about and mine seem mostly like bitches or rants. I like my mothers blogs. They are interesting and she is a great writer. Maybe she needs to write a book!
Neways bouts are fighting like usual off i go!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Havent been all here lately.
Posted by Keli at 12:20 PM
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You have to write about what you are feeling. If ranting and raving is what you need that is what you do. Mine are rants. Just rants written in a more subtle manner. It's probably gibberish to most people. But then if it were written normally I would have to rename the blog, no?
And I like to do little weird stuff that probably a lot of people wouldn't understand. Like the Thanks for the fish, Doug. Unless you are a Douglas Adams fan then you probably wouldn't get it. Anyway, I like your blogs because they are real and honest. And real and honest are good things.
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